Thursday, 16 August 2007
totally stressed up!
8:36 pm
I know that its only the beginning of school term but seriously i am getting so stressed up!
first during econs, psychology and english lect i totally dun get what the profs are saying. it makes no sense in me, and i kept dozing off. imagine when u totally dunno what's going on and ppl around u are saying, " hey what the lecturer is saying sounds interesting to me!" ......-_-"
Econs was so brief and i cant imagine that someone without background in jc like me is able to take it. my peeps were saying, "hey those theories were taught in jc over a span of 2 weeks and our lecturer is doing it within 1 lect?!?!" -_-
English mod - nature of language is the study of the language itself. there are so many readings and i have absolutely no idea how to extract them. the textbook is written by our lecturer herself too.
she speaks like a mouse
genes & society lects starts next week. i am not anticipating towards it at all. it will only add up to my stress level.
my only consolation to myself is prog for biz. it sounds useful, but programming is something totally new to me. i am quite a computer moron, if you would like to put it that way.
so the bottomline is, i am not safe in any of my modules so far. and i dun even noe if good grades can be obtained just by purely mugging. will i enjoy all of these and am i able to withstand everything for the next 3 years? all future is so bleak, i am so lost, and no one really understands how i feel....=(
